Saturday, July 19, 2003this is all coming to an end`
urms. changed my layout cos i dont like black backgrounds. urms anws, today had np the whole day. was nice. yepps. had att test. might flunk it cos din study. well, after my topo test today, i was talking to yuhan ma'am. she seemed in a pretty un-good mood. but yeah. she was asking me how i know how to do map bearing and such and whether i read my notes. i told her the truth, that i didnt read but i only knew it cos weixi ma'am showed us and also cos i took topo for campcraft so yeah. had the skills. yuhan ma'am is real nice when she is happy. anws, it's the last real activity on sat liaos. kinda sad. weixi ma'am gave us her "goodbye" speech today just in case she couldnt come on POP. so sad. i really cant bear to leave. all the horrible memories are there but i really really treasure the good times. i'll miss squadmates so much!
dear juniors. heys. thanks for signing my guestbook. well, i dont know who you guys are but i'd really like to know ya names. yepps. tell me k? i just wna know. you know? know my juniors better. not gna harm you or anything. yea~
anws, the sec 4s are gna pass out soon and well, i guess maybe you guys are really young and havent been around in the unit much. yepps. you dont understand. i can tell you, all that "working for yourself" thing is crap. i wna clarify something. we are not working for the promotion but still it really hurts when someone who doesnt put in much efforts gets a higher post then us. dont think you might understand now but in years to come, you will. trust me. soon, you will know how np works liaos. promotion isnt everything but it is still something. sorta to reward you for your efforts and it's kinda sad that pple dont recognise what you put in. but i agree, the CIs are still humans after all.
well, our time is up. we dont have another chance for our efforts to get noticed liaos. seriously there are tough times in np but i enjoyed them. just wna ask you to treasure the time you have with your squadmates. time really flies. when you look back in the memories of npcc four years later, i hope you guys wont have any regrets and such` all the best in np and hope you guys wont end up like xiaoyan and me—disappointed. lurrve ya guys and god bless. just sign my guestbook if you need any help in anything. i'll be glad to help anytime. wells, see you peeps around! take care. (:
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